想念是会呼吸的痛

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了


time flies.......
i thought as the day pass by,
the date wun mean anything anymore.
but no matter how much i wanted to
forget , fate always make the right timin back.
im like always peelin my scar and makin it bleed.
i dun mind bleedin all over and cry.
it juz makes me rmb you.
im sucha sadist.


i feel hard to smile anymore.
becuz i cant find the reason to smile.
even someone who dun know me well
tells me tt i dun look happy at all.
i dun know wat i want now , becuz
i always failed to get wat i want.
im so tired of treatin everyone so nice,
in the end everyone treat me like an idiot.
im so tired of smilin at those ppl who
dun fuckin worth my smile.
seriously , im so tired........

im so lookin forward to the next off day.....
i wana go clubbin and then i wana go
roller-blading.....then i wana spent TIME
with bazyqe. be it dinner , lunch or breakfast.
sounds like im hopin to runaway from these
messsssss.actually i also dun know wat im tryin
to say. i know some ppl do know me better than i do .


tt songs keep playin in my mind :
"i miss you like crazy~~~”