my gosh. im workin everyday non stop.
**actually gt stop lah, tts when i went
out to chill. haha.


i guess im still trying hard to get over
something tt wasnt supposingly mine.
till now , im still trying to make myself
busy, make my mind spaceless for those
stuffs. its like , i can tell u not him anymore.
but the shadow in my heart is still blinkin.
im very typical.when i fall in love,i'll find
his shit face perfect lah, when im nt, he
practically juz look like some shit. i gt
those feelin tt im juz usin 'm' to cover
up tt shadow in my heart. or im juz too
despo. im so sensitive tt i would get those
weird feelings whenever guys talk to me
sweetly.im afraid of their sweetness too.
i know i wun be fallin in love with him,
yet i question myself everytime they
come close to me. seriously i dun think
i like his fcukin face anymore, but wat i
miss is those hugs and kisses.


i rmb tt mt faber i said last christmas,
i rmb tt lame reply he gave,
i rmb tt christmas present,
i rmb tt night.
everything is still so fresh.
sometime i wish im a com, one with
the delete button. once delete and
reformat, everything would be gone.

tis christmas gona be a hard one.