im kind of in a state tt i dun even know wat
im doing.........im like being drain out totally......
sweats,voice,brain cells and energyyyyy......
everyday i seems to be doin the same
thing. count money , count money , still
countin money. im so EMOTIONALLY
and PHYSICALLY drainED. customer in ,
customer in , still CUSTOMER IN.........
i know i have 5 pieces of $2 notes in my
HAND , YET wat my eyes see ARE 7 PIECES.
***like POWER sia.....i can easily spit out blood
from my throat....and i guess my throat infection
is nt gona heal.....


WAT I FCUKIN DO NT NEED IS :" thanks and
thankyou for helpin us uh.!"
"like tis then tis month wun eat grass , gt money."

WAT i FCUKIN NEED IS : " Oh, TML is ur off day !"
" go and TAKE a rest lah." " thankyou, you dun need
come HFC already ! "


i DREAD answerin their QNS everyday : " MANAGER ,
you transfering over right ?" " MANAGER , you work
untill wat time ?" "MANAGER, i go home alrdy, you leh? "
"MANAGER. here FUN right ?" "MANAGER, you have
bf right ?" "why no bf ?" "MANAGER, WHY
dun want transfer here?". IMAGINE they have 60 plus
crews, even if onli half of them ask me those qns everyday,
how many times i gt to repeat .


i need some peace , a shoulder , a singin voice , hugs , sleep ,
listening ears, and ALOT of time in the world. i wana watch
new moon, i wana go shoppin , i wana eat chicken chop.
i wana go datin , i wana skip work and go datin......BECUZ
they everyday TELL ME," MANAGER, i goin to watch
movie, you want come , aiya, you working. MANAGER,
i goin datin . tml nt workin lah. "


why am i left alone to fight tis chilly winter. :(