Saturday, June 28, 2014

CHAPTER 1 OF MY LOVE STORY.



JARRELL NG BOON SIONG

He came into my life on 24th or 26th feb 2010, its the last few days of CNY, I decided to club with ying and her classmates tt she loved to intro me to. So as I was jst 18th , clubbing definitely is a fun thing. I rmb him as a small size guy, the first image I have was,  I saw him waiting for us outide Clarke quay , he was on the phone for quite awhile, first impression was not tt impressive y'know. After some time, I found out he was talking to his ex on the phone, he was trying to get her back. I jst continue to walk on my own, till someone called me "isabelle" . I was shocked at first, cuz not much people call me "isabelle" . So I start to take a look at him and thought to myself, one of the thing I realised was he was about the same height as me , I dun remember when but I start to judge him internally as a bf criteria cuz he fit in the "skinny" zone. So the night went on for us in the club, the place was crowded so in order for us to stay together, we need to follow tightly or pull each other bag/shirt/shoulder. I do not knw nor remember why but there was once or twice, I jst held out my hand and hold his hand in order to lead them in the crowd. I guess tt was when some electricity came thru us by holding our hands(maybe its jst my wishful thinking, haha)




chapter 2

If memory does not fail me, I guess we started msging when ying told me to wish him good luck for his FTT exam. I was kinda awkward at first, bt the msging starts to get comfortable. After close to one week of msging, ying and classmates were having this chalet tgt, so I was one of their invited guests. I guess I was slowly developing some feelings for this guy, he was stealing my heart bit by bit. I was quite elated with his attention but one thing ignite the disappointment in me was when I heard he also invited his ex (the one he was trying to get back). They were behaving so damn close, yah, I told myself its none of my fucking business. I was asked to stay for BBQ tt night bt I was so not in the mood anymore. I told myself I need to get away, so I went home, bt secretly, I thought, if he did ask me to be there, I will. So the thing I did was to get home from pasir ris and then travel back to pasir ris alone jst becuz he asked me to be there, he told me his ex left alr. (yah, I fucking easy to coax) The atmosphere start to change for the better between us, I gt there, he was bbq-ing food and I rmb this banana bacon he cook was so nice and he even feed me when its ready. I guess that's how things starts to get better and better for us.

After some time I guess, he told me he was actually talking to his ex about me that day at the chalet, he told her that he found me and he would like to try his best . Anyway, I believe everything he said.
So we continued w all our msgs and talking on the phone, meet up and he would send me to work.

14/03/2010
He came to pick me up from work again, we were on our way to the IT fair, so he hand me his hp with a song playing and asked me to listen to it. The song playing was Bruno mars "im yours" sang by himself in a recording mode, the last part when the song end was him saying, "baby, will u be my girlfriend." He was waiting frantically for me to finish listening to the song and the last message to be heard.  Anyway, this was how we officially became together.






Chapter 3
We basically meet and see each other everyday, regardless day or night, long or short hours, we would take the effort to be there. Its either he would meet me after his school or after my work and send me home. We celebrate our 1st month together in Genting highland. First trip out of country on our own :) So the story goes on and on for a long long time :)



Friday, June 27, 2014

After so long, I came back to this personal space of mine, to blog about how I feel nw and how I was for the past 4 yrs. 3 yrs to be exact since my last post, but it has been 4 yrs with that guy I loved a lot.






I wouldn't say mine is a very interesting story, but at least, I tried my best, gave my heart and I gt no regrets, becuz I know the biggest regrets in life is not trying ur best when u had the chance to. I cant say im v experienced in love, I cant deal with mindfuck, I cant deal with conspiracy, I cant deal with all the complicated ideas anyone ever have about love. To me, love shld be pure, as pure as clear water, as simple as that.

4 yrs ago, the male lead of my drama changes . Its no longer ANDY CHUA, but tis guy JARRELL NG who ridiculously stole my heart.

Saturday, June 04, 2011

只要你真心喜欢过一个人,你的心就会有一部份,是永远属于他的。

Monday, March 28, 2011

回忆起我们小时候,闭上眼睛就能感受。 我们长大了,但回忆呢?

Saturday, March 26, 2011

一边温驯爱着,一边激烈恨着,心能有几颗。
我痛得快死了,可却还能活着,你说该如何