i tell myself i shld stop being affected....
but the more i hypnotised myself , the
more uneasy i start to feel...... i lied to
myself by coming up with thousands of
reasons to hate you. yet none works.
i do nt want to cry , yet tears cant be
controlled at all......


我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心


一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱