Can U TeLL Me ClEArLy ????
I CAnT GEt The WHoLE PictURE ......
iM a idioT.......mayBE u SHLD wRITE theM doWN......


I SaW A GlImPse Of HoPe YeStERDAy......BuT ToDAy......
TT HoPe SEEMs To BE CrUSHed In MINs.......And Im Nt
TryIn To BE EMo HEre.....Im Juz ExPreSSIn How .......
DISSaPoiNTEd Im AM RiGHT NOW.......EvErYtHIng Juz
CaME CrUSHiN ALL Over ME........i Juz FEEL Like DIggIn
my HEARt Out......to SHow U How BlOODy It IS...........



The HiGh-Ness IS GoNE....EveryONe SEEms soLEMn......
and I LOst my dreamS , pLAns and HoPE FOr 2009........
I StIll PreFEr The 2008 whIch ConTAins u.......
2009 HAd Nt BEEn RiGht For ME SInce THE STARt.........
I'VE plaN For My 2009 , I ADDed ALl IMpOrTANt PpL ,
i sTARt tO waiT , i staRT tO Dream oF reaLisIN theM......
i bLow thEM uP iN THE BEAUtIFUL balloONS oF mY mInD........
bUt eVERyonE hOlD a nEEDLe aND walk towARDS me......
thEy starT tO poKE aND bURst All OF mY balLOonS.........
aND nOW......iM jUZ a emptY shEll wITh nO mORE hOpe.....



yes.......iM irrItatiN enOugh..........
bUt teLL u waT........
sTop caLLING mE emO..........
iM jUZ fiLLED wITH emOtIonS......


i cant bELive tIS ...........
maYBe iM thE ONLI fool.......